How Do I Addicted to Skin Care Lately?

I don't like being at home, idle and become paranoid of any bad things on my wreck brain. So I start to do something new than just watching youtube video. Romance dramas lately feel so boring. I watched someone's vlog  and being interested in her life; calm and happy (single) life. Then I thought, "ah i want to live like this".

I started to buy some of room decoration inspired by her room. Also my skin care habit is based on what I watch on her vlog. I don't buy the exactly same product with hers, but I did this in order to love my self more, just like what she did to herself . She enjoys her life as a beauty vlogger, her life in my frame is: doing skin care, hanging out in cafe, slacking off in the room, kinda perfect life. 

I know nothing is perfect, but at last I wanna try to be happier.

                                           pict credit to: Vogue India